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Candlelight
03:19
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Three years had past
Since the time we met
You said you were
To keep our love well-fed
Your interactions blinded me bliss
With your affection, you could steal a kiss
Candlelight, candlelight
Sitting on the table
Will I die, Will I die
From the tears I cried
Candlelight, candlelight
Melting on the table
Flames that fly, flames that fly
Prove that love can die
Despite the fact
That this was obsession
I felt that you
Were finally my redemption
Your interactions lied to me once more
With your affection, I became a score
Your words were crafted with perfection
Thus, I was fooled
We could have loved each other
Now we’ll never know
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2. |
False
03:22
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You meant so much to me
And I would always be
Whatever you wanted
Whatever you needed
I would stay with you
Right there in your arms
Right there by your side
I was there for you
I was so much in love
I could not get enough
You gave me your heart
And I gave you mine
It was mutual
The love we had
Was a love so false
What we had is now regrettable
Our love
Was supposed to last forever
False love
We could not go far together
The love we had
Makes me so sad
Because it was
So false
Get out, get out of my mind
So I can live my life
I need to heal
The pain I feel
You have cracked my heart
Stored inside
Are my cries
I had been so foolish from the start
Now I feel so afraid
Of what the future holds
I don’t have you in my life
And now it feels so cold
I need someone here to hold
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3. |
I Cannot Forgive You
03:08
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It feels so cold right now
But the sun is shining out
I’m out of touch with life
I’m still numbed from the knife
I cannot forgive you
For the pain that you’ve caused me
Goodbye is not enough to say to you
You hurt me
I cannot forgive you
For the damage and the suffering
Goodbye is not enough to say to you
You wrecked me
The somewhat blissful times
Aren’t enough to forget your lies
It’s an overwhelming pain
Two years right down the drain
Should you pass me by
Pretend I’m a ghost
I refuse to remember
The façade you’ve shown
Should you pass me by
In some happenstance
Just walk away
And I’ll turn my back
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4. |
White
03:02
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When we met it was awkward back then
We were in the back seat of your car having sex
Then as time had passed I started realizing
There was more than just the sex that I was craving
Now I'm crazy and this infatuation
Is the root of the situation
After all the times we've had
After all the drama here
We’ve both grown much closer
But I sense that you have fear
Now you want to get away
Because I'm scaring you
And after all that I have given
I'm in a padded room
Throughout the years my feelings grew
I refuse to let you see someone new
My anger rises when you leave
Since you're the only one I need
Now I'm crazy and this infatuation
Is the root of the situation
Everything's so white
Everything's so soft
When will I get out
Of this padded loft
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5. |
Tears
03:34
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It was our anniversary
You spent little time with me
I was longing for more of you
Before you chose to leave
Perhaps you were so bored of me
And that’s what made you go
On a day so special
I’m sitting here all alone
I can feel these tears
Flooding over me
I can easily drown
From the melancholy
My cracking heart
Kills every smile
This wretched frown
Will hurt for a while
It was our anniversary
You were desperate to leave
So full of apathy
How could you be so mean?
It’s funny how life works the ways it does
You don’t always get what you need
The lack of love tends to haunt me
The absence makes me bleed
I drown without you
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6. |
Stranger
03:22
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After you wooed
I undressed myself
For you
I waited right there
For you
I expected more
Than to screw
More than lust
You showed me passion
But not life
You showed me ecstasy
I feel the knife
Twisting slowly
The pressure's tight
I'm hurting
But it will come
Back to you
You'll be stunned
And then you
Will weep ‘cause of what you've done
To me
A stranger you were
I fooled myself thinking
You weren't
I saw you as worthy
To serve
I was so naïve
But I learned
Not to trust
You showed me passion
But not life
You showed me ecstasy
I won't forget
All about you
But you'll forget
All about me
You’re in my mind
Excessively
I need a of check
Of reality
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7. |
Love Can Be Dark
03:16
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Love… is like the air you breathe
Love… you can't live without it
Love… controls your mind
Love… you can't ever forget it
Love can be so dark if you allow it
It can terrorize your soul
It's like obsession with a dose of feeling blue
In your heart it leaves a hole
Love… can make you careless
Love… can make you lonely
Love… can make you useless
Love… can make you scream
Love's not always a two-way street
Love
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8. |
Life in Two
03:18
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Currently at two
What is a man to do
Back and forth you can love between the two
Which of the two do you choose
Whom do you seek when you seek
A release for your body
Whom do you seek when you seek
Someone to rub your two feet
Whom do you seek when you seek
When you’re bored with your baby
Whom do you seek when you seek
Someone new for you to seek
Still smooth at two
What should a man like you do
Between both lovers you’ve wooed
Which of the two must you choose
Your life is a math equation
Take both conquests for example
Split your life in two
Hence your precious samples
Whom would you seek for comfort
When you’re bored with your two lovers
Your divided lovers
Have requested
Something you just cannot
Have granted
Turn around
Into the past
Reconnect with what you found
A mess that shouldn’t be last
In your mind
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9. |
Human Beeing
03:30
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Just like the bee
You go from flower to flower
But you plant your seed
Unlike the bee
You abuse all your power
And still plant your seed
Are you ever going to learn
You think with your stick
You’re glad it’s so thick
To impress these chicks
But one day you’ll see
The best human bee’ing
Even loses his streak
Just like the bee
You need to test the flower
And then you leave
Unlike the bee
Your intentions are sour
You get what you need
Are you ever going to learn
You rape if you can’t get your way
You cheat just like the scum you became
The girls want out
But you won’t allow
Them to break away
Are you ever going to learn
You are never going to learn
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10. |
I Loved You
03:10
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You were one of a kind
And I thought you were mine
You were one of a kind
And I thought we'd be together
Till the end of time
I loved you
Yes
I love You
Yes
Not anymore
Not anymore
We had years of joy
But you treated me like a toy
We had years of joy
I refuse to be your desperate little toy
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Nox Nave
I am an artist who creates various styles of dark music: synthpop, electronica, alternative, and avant-garde. I write songs
in multiple languages, but mostly English.
All lyrics, vocals, production, and artwork are done by me, unless stated otherwise.
I also write in various genres of fiction under multiple pen names.
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